let me know what you think

i wrote this one almost a year ago:
~A DESPERATE CRY~

A pain in my heart
My mind going numb
I want a new start
I can’t play dumb

The past haunts me
The events still clear
The future terrifies me
It taunts my fear

A desperate cry escapes my mind
Reflecting pieces of what’s inside
Is there help I can find
To lose this baggage at my side



and this i wrote a couple months ago:
~GUILTY~

Covered in sweat
She jolted awake
Her head was swimming
Her heart had a quake
She squeezed her eyes closed
And could picture the face
So still and unmoving
Completely free from this place
Carried to full term
With every perfect feature
The child was beautiful
She was told it’d be just a creature
Taken over by shock
Guilt filled her heart and mind
Why had she agreed to listen
She had chosen to be blind
Unable to focus right
Feeling sick and completely torn
Why had she chosen abortion
When this perfect child could’ve been born
She knew right then and there
That she’d be forever broken
Why did she go against her will
When again the crowd had spoken
Falling to her knees
She bowed her head and sighed
Sharing her pain with the unseen God
She fell to her knees and then she cried